The Wait

I would have waited
If I had ever wanted truly and madly.
But , I didn't wait.

I would have waited
If I had never found out any reasons.

But, I didn't wait.

I would have waited
If I had felt the worth of this wait.
But, I didn't wait.

I needed a reminder, a constant touch,
a hovering shadow, a warm breath on my cold soul,
each and everyday , each and every night ..
And while I waited and I dreamt..
you turned into a dream.
The one that you forget up on waking,
the one that ask you to go back to sleep,
and still elude from you for the rest of the life.

So,  I didn't wait.
Instead I kissed the death.